2001-05-30 I had an appointment with my psychiatrist today. We go through the usual song and dance where he asks me questions, and ups my medication. Today wasn't so bad because I was actually able to decrease my Paxil a little bit. Anyway, he got to the point where he likes to go over what I talked to him about in the previous session. So, he reads the chart "Ahh, I see last time we talked about your... oh...uh.. interests. And..well...umm.. your...well," imagine some type of hand gesture here, "you know..your..uh..your sexua..uh..ality." I am trying not to bust out laughing at his troubles. I tell him that nothing has changed, that my mom is better dealing with it, and that I am more comfortable with it. He nods, then completely changes the subject. I think I thrive too much on his uncomfortableness, hehe. I heard an add on the radio today that I thought was kind of strange. It was for this club, and they listed their features, and the last feature was 'live adult entertainment on Saturday,' which, that in and of itself isn't that unusual, but it was the next sentence that made me chuckle. 'This makes this a great place for a business meeting, or a romantic dinner with that special someone.' Okay, lets picture this. You are staring deeply into your lovers eyes, glass of champagne resting in your hand, and you notice that your lover has a goofy smile on his/her face. Momentarily, you think the smile is for you, when you notice that he/she isn't even look at you, but that the naked star up on the stage. Yeah..that's my idea of a romantic evening alright. <-//->
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